Having just recently entered into the world of solitary living, I have come to the conclusion that I don't like it. It is very disconcerting especially for one accustomed to a full house (man that Uncle Jesse was dreamy, with that hair and that voice :::sigh:::, but I digress). I think it would be more tolerable if my place was smaller. As it is, there is too much room for one person, leaving plenty of space for the Armas ("monsters") to hide O_o. This fear is only perpetuated by the placement of my hall mirror in conjecture with the bathroom's glass door, resulting in seeing my reflection in a reflection....creepy to the max.
Even more disturbing than the space however is the silence. Sure I get the street sounds, and the random muffled movements of my neighbors but its not enough. Where is the singing roomie? The fighting siblings? Even the bark of a certain annoying German Shepard would be welcome at this point.
But Cassandra, don't you have a t.v.? Why yes, if I wanted to watch static (which would let in more Armas... I've seen the horror movies...I know @_@). However, my world band radio does work, though its a choice between the Mongolian FM station that plays the same 7 songs all day, or spending tens of minuets scanning the short waves freaking myself out with the extraterrestrialesq static interspersed with harsh sounding Russian or Chinese. I usually resort to the prior as the latter tends to make me paranoid, which in turn brings on a desire to search for bugging devices under the guise of cleaning. I currently posses the most dust free dwelling in Dornod.
Don't get me wrong, there are upsides to living alone. I can spend all day lounging in my jim jams reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows with out interruption or having to explain why I was crying hysterically about a
mere book. (Pshhhht,
mere book... more like redunkulously awesome book!!!! Kudos to Ms. Rowling. It was well worth the 8 or so year wait since book 1 came out!!!) I can leave the bathroom door open, walk around in limited clothing, sing at the top of my lungs and dance like a fool with out fear of reprimand or ridicule.
Despite the perks, living the solo life has driving me slightly mad. The other day I developed an uncontrollable desire for tsuvian (a Mongolian noodle dish), and proceeded to spend almost 2 hours making it. It didn't taste good. It didn't taste
bad, but it didn't taste good. More frightening may be the fact that I enjoy, even crave hyam, something my fellow PCVs would shudder to hear. We don't really know what hyam is other than the fact that its some meat, but into a log form and riddled with fat. It can also be eaten without having to cook it first. I find it delish! It is to Mongolia what bologna is to America. Needless to say I love bologna.
I have also started talking to the giant wall hanging of Chinggis Khan that's over my bed. He is very opinionated, but has giving me great tips in my quest for global domination, as he once achieved that very thing. Although his fondness for Korean soap operas is moderately offsetting.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Needless to say, this is all a bit exaggerated (except the hyam bit, I really do enjoy hyam). It will take some getting used to, but I think I will really like it here. Work has yet to start my Counter Part is still in UB. I miss everyone.